Tuesday, August 24, 2010

1 you seem sad
2. yeah
1. you look sad
2. yeah
1. so... are you sad or what?
2. yeah, im sad


1. why


2. i dont know i just feel sad. and then i start to think about things and i get even more sad
1. what kind of things?
2. well. my heart kind of hurts and its too hot out right now, i dont sleep well anymore.

...

today i bought this beautiful peach, it smelled so perfect and i thought it would taste the same and when i bit into it, nothing, then i dropped it. and i was going to eat it even if it wasnt perfect but i guess its all the same.
...
and alot of days my job feels like im treading water in the deep end of the pool except my legs dont work.
...
and last night was electric, the streets were on fire, i felt anything was possible, like maybe i was learning how to breathe underwater but then i talk to you and remember you dont love me the way i want you to, and it makes me feel selfish.


1. oh
2. yeah
...
and some little kid peed on me so theres that.